Thus, therefore and henceforth... the conclusion.

To sum it all up...

1. By God's grace, I got accepted into University Sains Malaysia for the course I wanted, Graphic Communication.
2. About the *beep* interview I went in April, I got put under "reserved" list. (Must be the hamsap interviewer's doing).
3. No news from my submission for Landscape Architecture. Probably it's coz I've already accepted USM's offer.

In conclusion...

USM Penang, here I come.

I'm guessing it was this graphic I made that helped me get through the interview.

Comments? :)

Currently there're so many things running through my head...

I can't believe I'll be leaving my hometown in 2 days.
To a place I have never stepped foot on.
A foreign place.
Unfamiliar.
To actually live there...
To fend for myself....
Alone.

(I'm scaring myself). -.- Lol Lol Lol~

That's not true. I'm actually surprised at myself that I can be so calm about the whole thing. Though I'd be lying if I say that I'm not worried one bit. It's just that I'm taking all the preparations and stuff in a stride. Like a walk in a park. Letting everything go with the flow.
I can't say that I'm bothered about having to do chores on my own from now on. I'm actually more worried about the condition of my household once I left. Like, my mom's health. I do hope that she doesn't overworked herself since she has the tendency to do so. I'm also worried that my monthly expanses will be a burden to her. I do wished that I never had to leave to a place that far. But if it is God's will, then let it be done.

My only prayer is that my family will always be alright.

NOT TO MENTION MY ROOM. My room is my sanctuary. I don't want to see it turned into a pig sty the next time I come back!!! *eyes at my sister and her son =.=* I am very the koh tak punya.

Anyway, June has been an eventful month.

I went to school last week to say thanks and goodbyes to my teachers since I did make a promise the day I received my STPM result to one of my teachers to go back and see them.

I made this simple mini cards tied with 5 different coloured origami cranes for 5 different teachers. I was lucky that I had the chance to met up with all of them in a day without needing to go back again.


Had my scaling done at dentist clinic on 22nd together with my aunt. Damn. I didn't that it would be THAT painful. My aunt who did it as her first didn't know about it too. She thought it was just polishing teeth and whitening them up. Freggin' hell. Freggin' ultra sonic sound device-whatever. My gum totally bleed non-stop. Was literally screaming in pain. Terrified screams in harmony with the zzzzznnnt ultra sonic sound. No wonder people hated going to the dentist. Freggin' dentist yanked my lower lip so tightly that there's literally a hole(ulcer) on it now.


Spelt my middle name wrong... Awin. Since when I became hua nah?


Submitted forms for chocolate contest together with my aunt for RM30 receipt of purchase. Coz she and my grandma were both nagging in each ear that I could stand a chance to win a 2 days 2 nights stay at Damai Puri. Submitted it anyway. Then grandma was nagging that if I won the prize I might run away with it to enjoy it with Fadly. (seriously wth?)

Out of exasperation due to my grandma's lack of trust, I prayed that I would not get the first prize.

So in the end both my aunt and I got just consolation prize. Tudor chocolate hampers. AMEN.


I rescued a puppy out of the drain. I named it Paws coz it's wholly black and has one paw white with spots on it.
I occasionally fed it since the kids on first floor do feed it too. Few days after that...

Puppy times two. Brown female puppy appeared out of nowhere. I named it Spots coz it has a black spot near its tail. Spots love to bite.

The kids also had names for the puppies. I overheard them calling Paws Fa Fa. Which I totally laughed. I told Fadly about it, he laughed too.


Then one unfortunate day,

Was out with Fadly and his mom. Around Satok area as our car drove out of the junction, a stone came flying and hit on Fadly's(driver) side of mirror. Totally shattering the glass. I was shocked coz it sounded like a gunshot for sure. Then I turned and saw a grass-cutter-guy, immediately I knew that the stone must have came flying from his cutter-thing.

Since then, I had trauma whenever our car passes by grass-cutter workers. My hands would impulsively jerk up cover my face.

*sigh*

I hate big cities. Like, very urban-metropolitan kind of places. Coz I hate crowds. Penang has the 2nd largest population, second to KL.

I'll certainly get home sick. I'll be missing a lot of things here.

For instance, my Sephiroth.

I wanted to bring him over but... I don't want anyone touching him. -.- But then if I left it here, Bryan might play it. Else, BREAK IT. Will lock Sephi up.

I'll also miss GreenHill's chicken rice, Sarawak laksa and Kuching's sio bi.

In dire need of more formal clothes. One thing's good about leaving is that I've shopped for lots of clothes. The joy of shopping. I can see many cash notes flying away. I bought another kind of skirt from Padini that isn't as tight fitting and short like this one.

My preparations are so-so at the moment. There are still few things left to buy and do like certifying my certs.

So far, I've packed up my clothes. This is my hill full of clothes. Notice that they are mostly dark in colour? And Penang will be scorching hot.

I know for sure, I'll get addicted and have a terrible craving to play games.

I'll definitely crave playing Final Fantasy 12.



With all that said,


I guess, nothing can compare to one and only thing...


...really really really, truly, and with my whole heartache...

...I'll be missing him...